uh, my great aunt died 2 days b4 christmas. don't be all sorry for me cuz i'm ok with it now but really, she was like my grandma. see, my grandma on my mom's side died wen i was 4 and 1/2. then my mom's dad (Bossy he had us call him) died wen i was six. so i never really had grandparents (my dad's parents don't really count cuz they're kinda odd and don't get the whole grandparent thing). well, so my great aunt susie(my mommy's aunt) kinda took their place. she is such a nice person and i her very much and i always will. she's so funny and nice and just the sweetest lady u'd ever meet. ah, she was great. she always gave us the best presents. and they weren't great cuz thye were huge or exactly wut we wanted, they were just wut she thought we'd like wrapped in gorgeous paper with a beatuful ribbon. and she always wrapped them herself. always. she's such a great person. i'll miss her but ik she's here with me just like my grandma sally and bossy are. i like to talk to them every once in awhile just to make sure they're ok up there and to tell them i love them and that i'll come to see them soon...but not too soon i always tell them cuz both my great aunt susie and my grandma sally died at 56. 56!!! some of my friends parents are that old and older. it's not fair that they died so soon and they were so great...excuse me, ARE so great. i love all of them and have vowed to them that i will never ever EVER smoke a single cigarette in my life and i will never become an alcoholic. see, my grandma died of lung cancer, Bossy died of a heart attack related to smoking, and aunt susie died of throat cancer due to smoking and drinking. therefore i will never smoke a cigarette or even ever try it,and i will never become an alocoholic.

yes, so that is the story of my dead relatives, there are more (many more) but those three are the most prevalent in my life. this is also why i don't want to move b/c all my memories of them are in this house and i'm afraid i'll forget them.

well, i'm signing out now. ttfn!